rainy days

Finally, it rained. It hasn’t been raining here for a long time already. However, it was only just for 5 mins. Really selfish weather i presumed. I was hoping it would rain for 3 or 2 hours. But no, just 5 mins. tsk.

Have i told you this before? I really adore rainy days. Not only does it cools the surrounding or the environment, it helped me water all the trees,grass and potted plants that is outside my house. So i don’t really have to do the gardening and stuff.

But not only that, whenever i see rain falling down from the sky, it is ” AS IF ” my problems has been washed away while it is raining. I don’t really have a logical explanation for this. But sometimes my imagination could go wild and crazy that sometimes people might not understand what i’m trying to say. I would imagine if i was a cloud, and problems would come to my life. There would be a heavy pain inside me that wishes to be free, be it angst , emotional problem, problems with friends or any type of problems you could possibly think that could affect one’s life or sometimes even one’s health too. And as this problems kept building up. I, being a cloud would create thunder or lighting to express my anger or problems or hatred. Then when the time comes, i, a cloud, would rain all my problems away, the heavier the rain is, the better and faster i would recover. And then i’m new again. Soon, a rainbow will most likely appear. which significe i’m new, i’m fresh and i’m healed. or etc… i told you my imagination is wild and crazy.

But in reality, we just can’t throw or rain our problems away. Because, in the real world, We have to face it. We have to deal with it, we have to keep away from problems that could form in the future. Everyone has problems, whether big or small, we just have to face it. If we run away from our problems. we will just stack up more problems in the future. So next time, stop doing stuff that could create problems. Like doing bad stuff that you would regret later on. It would be better if you do good and God will repay you ten times fold.

You wouldn’t know, maybe helping a preety girl down the streets with her groceries or whatever, God will give you ten more preety girls for you to help hahahas..i’m kidding…hahahas….

For me, seek first the kingdom of God and then he will do the rest.

Empty

I’ve looked for a pair of helping hands.

But i couldn’t feel them, couldn’t see them.

I only face towards the darkness.

And hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.

sorry! I’m busy!

I’m so sorry for not blogging recently. I’m just extremely busy with all the house chores at home. And since I’m living alone now. I have to cook my own meals, wash my clothes, mop and sweep the floor and anything that you could think of related to house hold chores.

I woke up around 10am today, still feeling a little sleepy. However, i can’t get myself to fall back to sleep again. I started cleaning the house around 10.30am. I was really surprised when i looked at the time. I couldn’t believed that i was cleaning the house for 4 hours and 30 mins and still wasn’t tired. I couldn’t believe myself. I used to hate doing house hold chores. But since I’m living alone, i guess i don’t want to see the house really messy. haha i think i will be a good husband one day…

After having lunch, i went back to bed. I woke up around 6pm and it was already pitch dark. had my dinner, and then talk to my dad on msn. tomorrow I’m going out and pay different sorts of bills. Nothing much happened today. Nothing exciting happened too. so there isn’t much to say here. Well so till next time.

Robinsons mall

oh gosh….its really HOT today….i can’t stand the blazing hot sun rays that is coming from the sun. and as i say it over and over again, you could actually, literally fry an egg anywhere outdoor with that burning sun.

I wasn’t suppose to go anywhere today. However, what happened was, my dad asked me to do something for him which has got to do something with the bank. And because i don’t know the place here very well, i asked my cousin,gladys, to show me where this bank is. if i could recall, this bank is called BDO.

so having all those required documents ready. I left my house and went to my cousin house first. Then i waited for her to finish changing up and then we are ready to go.

As we are about to go inside the bank, the security guard checked my bag and told me if i have my cellphone inside my bag. And i told him no. although i know somewhere in that messy bag of mine, my cellphone is buried somewhere inside covered up by nonsensical stuff. Then he told me that cellphones aren’t allowed inside the bank. Then i was like. HUH? really? why?… so i didn’t really get to know why? but it doesn’t really matter. cause all i want was to go inside that AIR-CONDITIONED ROOM. BECAUSE ITS SO SO SO SO SO HOT!!!

afterwards me and my cousin decided to go to the nearest mall… inside the mall, we go here and there and everywhere..just to past time. so my cousin got so tired , so we rested at this cafe stall located in the middle of somewhere in that mall.

we both ate baked macaroni, and i ordered vanilla frapo supreme. weird name hahas…I miss starbucks’ greentea frapp. i love THAT. add it with java chips. yum yum. And whip cream added with a dash of vanilla and chocolate powder toppings..double triple yum yum. But unfortunately, there isn’t any star bucks in that mall. sad. all the cafe stall are so un-popular.

well at least the seats are comfortable.

so we rested there for 4 hours dahil ma sarap mag tambay dun dahil malamig . . .and dahil nag psp ako di ko na malayanan ang oras.

so after we finished resting, we went to the bookstore. and saw all the books with good prices. so i bought two books that only cost me 100 pesos. so cheap right… that’s like 3.50 Singapore dollars.

Then i saw this book. hahha pero i didn’t buy it alright.

so after nag shopping kami and window shopping and ikot ikot sa mall. we went home na.

and afterwards i took random photos hahas.

AND yea that’s about it that happened to me today,

oh yeah why the pictures are all cameraphone quality,

well i’m too afraid to bring my dslr outside hahahas.

I moved on. so why now?

2 months ago, something bad happened between me and my really close friend. However, how bad it is, that i don’t know.

why? well I’ll tell you why. 3 months ago, i was still communicating with that person really well. we still hanged out together. we do stuff together.chat in the internet…you know the normal social stuff that you do with your friends…. but then, suddenly, out of no particular reason, that so called close friend of mine just stopped talking to me. I don’t know why? i asked that person why he/she is ignoring me. but still no reply. I texted that person, email that person and called up that person. Yet still no reply.

Everyday i was going crazy asking myself why why why? what what what? what did i do wrong? what happen? i kept sending apologetic message to that person although i know that i didn’t do anything wrong. The word why why why kept circling my mind everyday. i was getting more crazier day by day not knowing why that person is not talking to me, and why this person not telling me what i’ve done wrong.

most of the time i would skip my breakfast,lunch and dinner because i don’t have any appetite to eat at all. sometimes i even skip all 3 meals of the day. but still i wasn’t hungry. It seems that that the person had affected me so much. so much that i couldn’t handle myself anymore. sometimes i just wished i could just sleep forever. but i know that, that is just stupid and dumb.

slowly, day by day, i began to accept the fact that the person would never speak to me again. and that person would ignore me for the rest of my life. and that this person had been crossed out from my list of friends. and ate deb told me that to stop asking myself questions about “this and that” , and just tell myself that this person have already fulfilled the purpose in my life and thats it.

Thinks went relatively  well after i moved on. I was able to eat properly again. hang out with my other friends. I believe that time does really heal all wounds. no matter how hard it can possibly be.

ok so now you already know that i’ve moved on. so what is this why now for?

well after moving on. after healing all wounds. after returning back to normal. This person , out of the blue moon IM(instant message) me. However, without greeting me or whatever. That person just told me straight forwardly that he/she needed my help. Well before saying yes to that person request, i think throughly before i gave that person my response. i wanted to say yes. but i know after helping that person i’ll be out of that person life again. i’ll just be used. well i told ate deb about my situation. well she told me that, i should just stop talking to that person, they are just being pathetic. I should be strong and just don’t talk to him/her….

well then this friend of mine, without saying yes to his/her request, already gave me a deadline. That’s just wrong!.. so i told that person. you know i waited for a reply for 2 months. i waited for anything that could from you within that 2 months. But now after i moved on. you need my help? oh come on. why choose me? don’t you have other friends besides me? well here’s what I’m going to tell you, Wait after two years later. you know the saying. all your hard work will be paid ten times fold. well you did a very good job for not talking to me for that 2 months. well congratulation! you have to wait after 2 years for my help!

well after that, i felt so light. i felt so free again….and that’s it.

you are CROSSED OUT FROM MY LIST OF FRIENDs! you know who you are…so now you are a NOBODY and a LOZER to me. GOODBYE and GOODNIGT!

my flight

well before i left Singapore, i bought my mommy an advance birthday gift. Because i know i won’t be there for her birthday in Singapore. The gift I gave her was a really medium to large size dog soft toy. Its really very adorable and very expencive. Oh and of course i never left out my dad. I bought him an addidas water bottle for him to use when he goes to work. You know, just seeing someone smile when they receive the gift you bought for them is really priceless. And just seeing that smile. could pay all those 100 dollars worth of gift you bought for them.

they were still packing my lugggage around 3am in the morning. which we should have finished packing around 2 days or 1 day ago. cause its already 3am and my grandfather is picking us up at 4am. and i haven’t even started bathing yet. i know right? we were super duper late.

i arrived at the airport around 5am in the morning. we checked in my luggage and we exceeded the maximum weight capacity. so we have to pay extra luggage fee. we exceed around 8 kg. so much right? when the time i have to go inside and board. i kept waving to my parents goodbye… cause i know i will miss them very much…and it will be a long time till we will meet again. i tried to hold back my tears in the airport. but while walking towards my gate number, tears just flow out from my eyes continuosly. i feel like a little boy lost in a really big shopping centre. but i did stop crying afterawhile. so after all the x-ray thingy… i waited for about 30 mins before i board the plane..

in the plane. i tried having a decent sleep. but unfortunately, the lady beside me kept GOING TO THE TOILET! and due to the really small and crampy and narrow sit they have, there wasn’t really enough space for the lady to walk pass me, unless i stand up and move aside and give her space to walk….and if i could remember. she went to the toilet for 5 times…and hello! 3 hours and 40mins flight? 5 times in the toilet? what the heck are you doing before your flight..? drinking up all the water in the swimming pool?..ugh…irritating.so instead of getting myself pissed off, i decided to just play my psp till i landed, of course i did off it when they told me to….i don’t want to jam the airplane communication device.hahas. ok i’m getting bored ..and my blog today is kinda mono…lack of colours…i don’t know…maybe i have to read more books again..i stop reading books a month ago…sigh

so when i arrived in the philippines around 12. the weather was friggin super hot.. i could almost fry an egg on the floor….it’s super duper hot…!!! and then all of a sudden it rained? and then after 1 hour it becomes sunny and hot again! ok weird weather..go figure…

supper!

so i got so hungry last night,and my dinner,curry curry, wasn’t able to make me full..so i decided to go out and eat..i told my dad and my sis to accompany me,since i don’t want to be eating alone. i’ll be like a friggin loner there……

and since it was at gabi(night), my pimples aren’t really obvious and aren’t showing up.. and it is too dark to even notice it…haha…we went there by bicycle as it was rather near to our place….. we went to this malay/indian 24 hour foodcourt which is called kopitiam in Singapore…really good food…

i ate roti prata and drank milo dinosaur. that’s the name of the food. and the mountain roti prata with dairy cream milk and splattered with sugar…. yum yum…and dip it in the hot curry sause…..yum

ok so i don’t really believe in superstitious, a black cat walked passed me, and there’s a saying that when a black cat walks past you. bad luck will come. well, bad luck came nga. bwisit! suddenly after eating my last plate, my dad and my sis were sermoning me, about this and that, about using my money wisely, about my attitude, about my character, how i changed when i got back from the philippines… and i’m like.. what the heck… bad luck nga toh! bwisit… i feel like throwing up all the food i ate…ARgh..i can’t believe i took a picture of that friggin bad luck cat. argh…bwisit…nakaka badtrip…THANK you cat…NAG POST KA PA SA CAMERA KO!! BWISIT KA!

and yes i still managed to finish my food. well just say watching the news sa ABS-CBN. ang dami tao nag hihirap…. ang dami tao nag queue para sa NSA RICE hahas…kawawa… hahhas….buti allergic ako sa rice..di ako kumakain nang kanin eh..hahas

badtrip. wrong timing tlgh!

so i woke up with a really really really really really really. did i like say really a thousand times already? well make that a million. i woke up with a friggin pimple on my friggin nose. argh. bwisit! badtrip. everything was so perfect yesterday…almost flawless skin… and all of a sudden, where you least expect it. some shit popped out from your face..bwisit..!. argh.. “”XXnosebleedXX”"   (X_X)”….. and i was suppose to meet an old friend today, erika. we were suppose to have our early dinner together. but this friggin pimple makes me really friggin depress. ok ok ok. before anyone comment me. “ang O.A naman toh…” well ok lang sakin lumabas na meron pimple sa nose kung maliit sya. pero yun sakin is like the SIZE OF A FRIGGIN GLOWING RED SHINY TOMATO literally. imagine that. ugh! no camwhoring momment for a week. sad sad sad…..well at least i get to rest my cam diba. good thing den yun…i think? . . .  and after having early dinner with my friend, i am suppose to go to a concert later at night. i can’t belive all because of a stupid tomato size pimple grew on my nose could change all my plans for today….sigh…i hate puberty…except the growing height part. haha….but i still have to face the world later. cause mommy told me that i have to go with her if i don’t have plans for today we’re going to apply visa card…. I’m going to get my visa card today. NAKS VISA CARD! hahha….well sadly i’m going outside with a tomato nose today…. badtrip talagah…. imagine mo if i were to take a headshot of myself.50 percent no, 90 percent, people will be like staring on the friggin nose. kasi super super duper uber uberlicious huge and red and bumpy and shiny and with puss..yuck…imagine squeezing that…ugh..why do i have to mention it…..but writing all this down help me release some depressing momments hahhas…. diba nga sabi nila. share it with the rest para ma labas yun galit mo…hahas…well sana sakin..pag na release ko na lahat…sana ma pasa yun pimple sakanila hahahas…then i’ll be like the happiest person alive…hhaha..corny ko…well what to do! hahhaas…sige next time nalang ulit..

in macdonald waiting for friend during last friday

candid pic of my grandmother

and a terrorist killing me hahahas

friday late post.

Okay, so we were supposed to meet at Yishun bus interchange by 4.00pm. However, my friends were really really late. they arrived around 5.40pm. I usually would get really really pissed. However, due to the fact that we were going to meet for the very last time before i leave Singapore, i managed to control my anger. Well, we just have to forgive and forget. And i don’t want to leave Singapore with anyone being angry with me or the other way around. Unless, for other Serious reason.

So i met the first few at 5.00pm. We waited for the rest in Macdonald. In the meantime, while waiting, we were camwhoring all the way from 5.00pm to 5.40pm which the rest came and joined. And then we left Macdonald and went to the place we were suppose to go. Which i don’t know where is it.

I was a bit shocked when i found out where we were heading. We were going to have dinner at a COFFEE SHOP! AKA A KOPITIAM!!! ok ok ok. there isn’t any problem eating there.kopitiam is alright. but I TOOK some long time to find the right outfit for that day. and then i noticed all of us were wearing clothes that could pass for a photoshoot.? AND if you could imagine us wearing that to a low class foodcourt. that is just weird and weird. cause i thought we were going to eat in a really nice place like sushi don or crystal jade or thai express. but heck no. i would have just worn clothes that would fit the place that i was going to if i just knew where i was going…… hahhaas. but after i had my first bite on my DELICIOUS FOOD, i forgot about everything. the food was heaven. hahhas. The good thing is, i get to save money .right?

so all we did was have dinner and talked about the past. and discuss things that changes through the years. how this guy turn from macho to gay. how this girl turn geek to freak. how this girl change from nerd to glamorous. and more more. teachers getting fired, hired,retired and dead. haha. and talk about the lozers in school. yea we were quite popular back in school. hahas.i think?

so after eating dinner we went to a nearby mall. finally i could stop sweating. cause the place we went was really hot hot hot. although i know i’m already hot physically and everything. ok ok i should stop being vain. ok so hmm. as i was saying, we went to a nearby mall and we went to the roof garden and chill. we played truth and dare. all of us were really crazy, we had dares like, go a the middle (where people could see he/she  properly) and look up while his hands high up in the air and shouting UFO UFO!!!..haha and then another dare was, which i did, i have to go to the highest spot in that area and shout OWOWOWOWOW!! like a really mad gorilla. and there was a lot more but i’m just too lazy and too tired to describe it. but i tell you its highly hilarious.

so after all this crazy shit stuff we did. all of us were really tired. well not all, except for fau and mul. they camwhored the whole 1 hour plus bus journey. imagine that ! ! !

bored=crazy

I’m really bored now. Very bored to be precise. There’s nothing to do at home. There’s nothing to do outside either since everyone is either busy working or busy studying or doing their homework. So i couldn’t really ask them out.

But hey, something entertained me. and i didn’t need to go out or buy or do something. Guess what that is? well its all in the brain. This might sounds crazy to you but it works for me. As I look out at my window, i started to imagine the most stupidest or craziest things that couldn’t happen in the “real” world. Okay i’ll give you guys some examples of what I’m actually talking about.

I saw an Old man walking towards a building really slowly. And he was using his walking stick to give him this extra strength in order for him to be able to walk properly. Looking at him carefully, It seems that his around 90 years old with skin discoloration. And there was barely any hair left in his head . And i think his going to die soon.  Then suddenly, he stopped walking, he took his walking stick and flung it airborne. and then he was dancing to the song “YMCA”. He was unbelievably able to stand up real straight while dancing today, which he couldn’t do because he was rather weak and old and his bones are failing on him. And surprisingly he didn’t crank any bones or feel any pain while dancing energetically. Then while he was repeating the YMCA dance move for the third time. He froze on the Letter M and died happily. And he looked like a real idiot frozen on the letter M. – i know right? i was really thinking the most rubbish thing.

Ok then i saw a boy riding a bike. The bike was kind of similar to the movie you may have seen before, E.T . So similar, The bicycle flew up up up in the air like the one in ET. However, the little boy had a rather different experience compared to the show that you have watched. The bicycle was flying UPSIDE DOWN. The little boy was having difficulty gripping to the handle of the bicycle properly in order for him to stay airborne. But his hands slipped from the handles and he fell on a really fat lady. and this Fat lady exploded and all this disgusting puss came out of her budy. you know how you squeeze your pimples and this yellowish sticky think pop out from it. yep it looked somehow similar with that fat lady.

ok there is a lot of crappier stuff that i thought of. which i would not elaborate any more. because its so stupid but it has entertained me for a good 2 hours hahas…

WOW i did it! i beat you jacob! hahas

well i tried the game that jacob played. which he stop at lvl 10 hahahs. loser! we’ll its really really difficult. but amazingly after long 12 hours of playing it. I complete 3o very difficult rounds. ok ok i know i died a lot of times. but hey! at least i completed it. right? hahas!

to prove that i won. here is my proof hahas.

and if you want to try it out. here’s the link!

excited na ako

well i’m really really excited that school is going to start soon, although i know it is about 1 month and 2 weeks more to go. but heck about that. Time really fly past fast. and don’t tell me you disagree with that. cause i’m very sure it happened to you before dba?

I’m extremely excited talagah. It’s like opening a new chapter in my life. No! a new book pala. kasi. There will be new lovely,hated,bitchy,enemies,bestie characters in it eh. and a whole new type of story going on. i can’t wait to meet new friends. of course my old friends will not be forgotten. memories are always kept close to my heart.  pero. we all will someday be separated and move towards our own direction. so we just have to MOVE ON with life!!! some people hate leaving things that they like because they are already contented with what they have. pero for me. although i’m contented with what i have now, i just want more adventure eh. kaya yun nag move ako sa ibang bansa and study and experience a new lifestyle and etc.

I will finally be living independently in my house in Philippines. I will now need to learn how to cook, wash the dishes, wash the clothes and hang them. and having to go to the market for my groceries every week or twice a week.  And now i need to know how to manage my time well, kasi i need to know when is laundry day and when is this day and when to study and when to blah blah..kasi my parents won’t be there to say. MARK just put your clothes there. kasi wala na mag lalaba para sakin.. or they won’t say. dinner is ready. kasi i have to cook for myself na. tapos no parents to remind you to study. kasi mag isa ka na. kaya you really have to depend on yourself and time yourself properly. its a really new experience for me. But i’m willing to face it. pero sana hindi ma tambak lahat nang gulo sa isang parte nang bahay hahas!!! kasi minsan i’m kinda lazy eh hahas.

pick up lines hahas!

1) Keyboard ka ba? Type kita e.

2) Ice ka ba? Crush kita, okay lang?

3) Para kang SM, you’ve got it all!

4) Para kang plema! Di ka kasi maalis sa dibdib ko!

5) May MMDA ba rito? Kasi nagkabanggaan puso natin!

6) Pwede ba kita maging sidecar? Single kasi ako eh…

7) Uy malala na yung sakit ko sa puso, dalawa na lang options ko para gumaling, either ICU or U C me!

8 ) Are you a PS game? Because i hope you’re not TEKKEN!

9) Alien ka ba? Kasi you’re out of this world!

10) Yosi vendor ka ba? Kasi you give me HOPE and MORE!

OMG watch this so funny! ahhas!

OM-effin-G to my allergies! argh!

currently my list of allergies is ADDING UP!! like what the heck!

ok guys i’m allergic to

1. POULTRY
2. EGGPLANT
3. GARLIC SAUCE
4. SHRIMP SAUCE
5. PEANUT
6. SHRIMP
7. BAGO ONG.
8. SEAFOOD
9. EGGS
10. POLLEN
11. ETC

this crack me hard hahas!

lasallelista !! whohoo!

nothing

well hindi ko alam pano uumpisahan ang blog ko, dahil in the first place there’s really nohting to talk about today. Infact, i shouldn’t be blogging, dahil wla naman nag yari na exciting today at wala din naman magandang pagusapan eh….

hmm..pero sa sobrang bored ko. i’ll talk about other things nalang….

oh yeah well i’m really really really really natatawa sa mga na iisip nang mga tao kaila robi and josep sa pinoy big brother. hahas….

firstly, both of them have to convince everyone that mag BFF sila. bestfriend FOREVER. pero hahas. yun mga tao sabi naman nila. baka BF. mag shota. HAHAHAS! mag boyfriend sila hahas.. shocks tawa ako. dun…

tapos naman ngayon kala naman nila mag kapatid sila. hahhaas..never ending tawa ko dun! hahahs. mag kapatid. meron same smile nose pero mas malaki lang yun ilong ni josef hahas….

pero Shet, kakahiya. both of them from tops school nang pinas. yun mga plano nila ang disappointing hahas…

for example, yun meron pumusok nang tao sa conffession room.

yun nag introduce sila, hi my name is josef and blah blah blah…tapos we’re best friend…

and obviously yum mga ibang tao will be like, erm? ano daw? di ko naman tinanong.ano paki ko! hahahas! shet. hahas! tawa ako dun…well at least the ateneo guy was clever to spot their mistake HAHAHS!!!! hahahas… so it means matalino pa rin sila hahas! but don’t get me wrong. i’m not degrading them. i just find them funny… and hmmm…pero magaling si josef mag make up ah…imagine mo chick nang bayan. popular sa school, tapos meron 5 girlfriends sa age nang 16. marunong mag make up. hahhaas…. iba na yan ah… hahas..well ok lang… anyway pinoy big brother teen edition plus..is so funny…. i hope it will even get better…

pero i was really really really wondering why they are talking about the italian guy. don’t know his name. i forgot hahas. they are talking about whether he want to be tuli or not..dba isn’t that too personal… i mean..they shouldn’t include that sa Tv na.. so nakakahiya hahas…well to me though….hahas…

ano pa ba..well hmm..mamaya nalang ulit…sige bb

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idea from enxin. check her wordpress. nice stuff. love it.

broken hearted – shortfilm

i really couldn’t express it by words. so i made a video for you guys to understand what i’m feeling right now. i hope you guy understand what i’m trying to show in that video. alright…

don’t matter-akon

[odeo http://odeo.com/audio/9949753/view]

this song reminds me of my trip to philippines 2007
Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

[Chorus:]
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
‘Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we’d last forever
I feel ‘em hopin’ and prayin’
Things between us don’t get better
Men steady comin’ after you
Women steady comin’ after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don’t wanna respect boundaries
Tellin’ you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I’ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

[Chorus]

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don’t even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin’ lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin’ girls before you
And they watchin’ everything I been doin’
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain’t true
Ain’t true
And they won’t show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

[Chorus]

Oh oh oh oh oh
‘Cause I got you
‘Cause I got you
Oh
‘Cause I got you babe
‘Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
‘Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you babe
‘Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
‘Cause I got you

and of course BLOOPERS!

bloopers ba parang accidental eh hahas!

easter sunday skit .

hahhaa.well as you know i won best actor.

and i want to say to all my fans that. thanks you for supporting me. thank you for my family and my friends . thank you sa lahat nang tao nag tulong sakin. thank you doctor belo, for my skin care. thank you lee jeans for my jeans. duh. thank you emporio armanie for my polo shirt. and thank you for my stylist for my hair. and thank you all and i love you so so so much…… hahhas..kala nyo naman totoo hahas… feeling ko naman…pwede na talaga ako maging actor! oh yeah great job abby. two thumbs UP! : )

wow wicked? can’t imagine?

ito nanaman.

ito ako ngayon, nag iisa-ah…ngek hindi toh kanta kai aegis ah.

well ito ako ulit. na sa kwarto ko di maka tulog ulit. 5.40am nah. e hindi pa ako na aantok.sobrang bored ako ngayon. tapos hindi pa ako makalabas nang bahay dahil sa sobrang daming breakouts ko today. argh. kakainis. pero kailangan ko lumabas nang bahay nang saturday. whatever it takes..kasi meron kami rehersal practice for a skit eh for this sunday.

well hmm.ano ginawa ko kanina? hmmm.ah! nag picture story telling kami ni erika.sa yahoo. kasi meron naman yun photosharing diba sa yahoo? eh ang deal is, pag nag post kahit sino nag picture dun. kailangan meron sila ma sabi na story behind that picture. not literally behind pero. you know what i mean nah.

and oo nga pala. i’m suppose to edit yun picture nang pinsan ko gladys sa adobe photoshop. pero hindi ko na ma hanap yun picture sinave ko sa computer ko eh. yun binigay ni gladys sakin. hehe. tommorrow nalang ulit.

sorry insan ah.

well na nood ako nang korean movie kanina. actually, dapat nga matutulog na nga ako kanina eh, mejo ako na aantok kanina. eh pero tinanong nang mama ko sakin kung gusto ko sabayhin sha ma nood nang movie.kaya yun.sumama na ako. kasi naman. minsan minsan nalang yun bonding namin.pupunta na din ako sa pinas.tagal ko ulit ma gawa yun sama nang mummy ko. well what can i say about the movie. hmmm..boring, di ko talagah ma gets yun show na i’m a cyborg. yun kay rain(bi). tapos isang random na girl na hindi ko get’s. basta lahat sila dun na sa mental hospital. mga baliw. i see better rain(bi) shows.. and hmm. para sakin. pinaka disappointing yun.

taps after that movie. yun dahil na badtrip ako sa movie. kasi naman kakabwisit. hindi naman na kakatawa. kaya di na ako makatulog. haha. kaya yun na nood ulit ako nang movie ulit. mejo mas maganda yun movie na pina nood ko this time. na nood ako nang. enchanted. i was about to close na nga eh. kasi kala ko cartoon. fairytale pa yun cartoon. kala ko pang bata. pero meron pala twist. naging human sila. naging real life. mejo maganda yun show. para sa family.

tapos na nood ako nang 13 going on 30. ok then yun maganda din. tapos yun na nood na ako nang mga youtube videos. hahas sa internet.. yun mga comedy..kaya lalo na ako hindi na ka tulog. i think next week. papa repair ko yun fan nang laptop ko. feeling ko hindi sha gumagalaw eh. hahahas..

tapos ngayon nag blog na ako. hahhas. ang boring nang day ko today. i was planning to do some workouts today. pero na tamad ako. instead kumain nalang ako. hahas….nakakapagod din yun ah…(sa utak) …hahahs…ano choose mo kakainin..hahas

oh yeah pero sa lahat nang show na watch ko today. ito ang na remember ko na line which strikes me hard.

girl:if you were give a do-over,anything in your life,what would it be?

mom: nothing – really.

girl:But did you ever made a big mistake? or a huge one that could change your life? what about that?

mom: well ,i know i made a lot of mistakes….but i don’t regret making all of them….

girl:how come?

mom:because if i haven’t made them, i wouldn’t learned how to make things right.

yeah well sana ma get’s nyo hahas…well for me na strike yan sakin. kasi feel ko ang dami ko mali sa buhay ko eh. and i really regret a lot eh. kaya parang when i heard that. parang gumaan ang luob ko hahas..ewanko basta…bahala na kayo sa buhay nyo kung di nyo ma understand or kung na understand nyo. kasi wala ako paki. mga bwisit. hahhas..joke lang…smile naman jan…hahas…

sige aalis na ako…till next time nalang ulit

kakatawa uliitttt!!!

yum yum.japan

nag treat ang ate ko for dinner today. kumain kami ng japanese food. sobrang sarap talagah. ang dami ko kinain. ang dami na sushi na pasok sa chan ko. hahas. tignan mo jan ah. yun pag kain nang ate ko ang ayos pa. pero tignan mo later. parang naging kari kari. hahhaas….. ang dugkute kumain nang ate ko hahas… ah hindi lang kami dalawa kumain. sumama din si kuya ken, bf nang ate ko.

well picture nalang lalagay ko. natatamad ako mag type ngayon. mamaya nalang ulit ah. busog ang chan ko. sasabog na. kwento nalang ako mamaya.so take care.

diba sabi ko sa inyo parang kari kari diba? hahas…

omg!sleep na mark?

why can’t i sleep yet? argh! i really want to sleep. i’ve been tossing and turning in my bed for an hour already. this is really irritating. This past few days, i’ve been sleeping really early, like 7am or 9am early. and i would wake up around 8pm or 6pm. i know weird right? i’m like nocturnal or something. i think i might be suffering from insomnia. its 3 mins to 7am. oh gosh. i really want to sleep now. but i just can’t manage . argh. BWISIT!

wow sim card? sorry globe lang

wow i can’t believe my school have their own simcard . ASTIG MAN! hahaas… excited na talagah ako mag university.

what happen?why now?

An hour ago i’m very happy very energetic very positive in anything/everything i do. But then suddenly all my mood just switched to the opposite out of no logical reason. why? why? suddenly i feel so depress. so lethargic. so negative. so sad. so lonely. i feel that i’m being squeezed by all different sorts of problems. you know all those negatives shits and stuff. why? why? what’s going on? i really don’t know why. and because of this emotional-turn-around, i’m starting to remember all my bad past. and bad memories. that i don’t wish and never wished to remember. i wish i could just hit myself on the wall and knock myself unconscious but that will be really stupid of me to do that.

suddenly i remembered a friend of mine who i think is ignoring me till this very day? did i do something wrong to you? what is it? why can’t you tell me? the hardest part is i don’t know what the hell is happening? did i commit anything that have hurt you in anyway? staying silent is not going to help the both of us. staying silent won’t help us to move on. if you want to ignore me, at least tell me why are you ignoring me. i can’t help to be so curious. its just driving me nuts and crazy. ugh. what in the world is happening? i’m very confuse.

I remember i did a really shitty mistake in my life, that i have to learn to slowly forgive myself. because i myself can’t believe i did such a horrible sin. But no matter how big the sin is, can’t that person learn how to forgive me. i’m already a changed person. how many times should i say sorry to you? you didn’t even gave me any punishment.but you left me guilty all my life. you know that i’m willing to accept a punishment. but why? why? why wouldn’t you response to me in any way? please forgive me. let bygones be bygones right?

i’m going to knock off now. my eyes is getting  sore. i hope that very particular 2 person that i’m describing in my post is reading this post.

27 more days ?

well i told you guys that i’ll only be using tagalog here in my blog. well, i lied. haha.

Anyway i’m left with 27 more days here in Singapore and i’ll be coming back like after another 6 months or more. and yeah, I’m going to miss my friends here in Singapore. A lOT!especially my family. but i’m preety excited with UNIVERSITY! WHOHOO! I CAN’T WAIT!

well the first thing that i’ll be doing once i arrive in Philippines is, clean my HOUSE! ok i said house. not ROOM. hahas..so yep house with 2 stories and a lot of rooms (X_X) and 2 living rooms. gosh! ! hahhas… my house is like super dusty. its like Egypt dusty,man!

then i’ll apply for dsl. so i will have internet connection…and so i would be able to blog about my life here.chat and continue to do random infamous videos in youtube hahas.. and download mp3s hahhas…and whatever you can think of…

and then i’ll enjoy my time with my cousins once everything is done.

well i definitely want to learn how to play filipino major sport. basketball. hahhas… hopefully one day i’ll be a good basketball player. hahas.

and yeah i’ll have to buy clothes and undergarments…

and yea i have to find a Christian church that is near my place. yep.

oh yeah and i’ll definitely have to go to jollibee and dunkin donut ( yummy) …i miss that. and fishball ( street food ) …yum..hahas

nakakatawa!!

gloria arroyo!!!

wala lang ako talagah ma gawa eh. bored na bored talagah ako dito sa bahay. kaya yun na isip ko na madami na gagalit kay arroyo at gusto nila palisin na sha. kaya nag contribute nalang ako hahas…kasi i don’t like her din. malay. ayaw ko lang hahas.

itong picture nya kala nya daw harry potter sha at sinasabi nya” humanda kayo sa powers ko… at sympre madami langaw lumilipad sa gilid nya dahil di pa sha daw na liligo. at meron sha sungay dahil demonita sha. hahas. na pangit…at mukang nag tubo sha na madami nunal ah.parang bermunda triangle hahas…

dito naman ang masasabi ko, let’s play a game. “find the ORIGINAL MOLE”.kung sino nakahanap nang original mole nya. sympre meron prize. alam mo ano yun. well yun prize is. kiss from aroyo hahas…ngek.corny..hahas..sige hanap na kayo nang orig ah..ayaw ko pirated..ahahs

sige next time nanaman

sira ulo?

bago kami kumain pag katapos nang siba namin, nag practice muna kami lahat para sa skit namin para sa easter sunday. sympre ginagawa namin lahat para maging seryoso kami sa practice, pero parang epal ako dun. laging nag papatawa sakanila. parang na sasaniban nang demonio kahit na sa simbahan ako. haha. di lang talagah ako maka concentrate na ma ayos dun eh. parang wala lang sakin…hindi serious sakin ang ginagawa ko . . .eh kasi naman dapat hindi ako sasama sa skit. pero si ate paula eh, hindi daw si kenneth maka practice dahil busy. kaya ako nalang daw. bwisit. pero ok na din. para ma “discover” ako. kung meron mga managers dun….

mga 3 na kami na tapos. and sobrang sobrang gutom na namin. as in super gutom. parang gusto ko na nga kainin yun elephante eh. pero wala ako mahanap na elephante dun sa simbahan, kaya wala ako na kain..ngek corny naman me. haha. well pumunta kami sa dhoby gaut at dun kami kumain sa food court. yun pag ka upo na namin , nag si alisan na kami ang nag separate na kami lahat para ma order namin yun mga pag kain na gusto namin kainin. duh. sympre kain,.ano gusto mo tapon? ( sige corny nanaman ) … hahas . . .pag ka tapos namin kumain pumunta kami sa church office para makasalubong namin yun ibang youth yun tumuloy sa office para ma lunod sila sa tubig.hahas..joke. ma babtise sila..

yun paka tapos nun. kumain ulit kami. pumunta kami sa park mall. at dun kami na siraan nang ulo. kwento kami nang kwenta na mga masayang gawain sa school sa philippines. at mga mall sa pinas. at ganong astig ang mga tao dun kung i compera mo sa singapore. at ganong sobrang enjoy dun. at tapos hindi namin alam pano na punta sa usapan ang sex sa topic namin. hahas. tapos meron condom pa. hahas. tapos ganong haba pa nang titi daw . tapos ka dami bastosan na lumabas sa mga bunganga namin. sobrang ingay namin sa foodcourt. parang yun mga ibang tao tingin nang tinging samin..yun tingin nila parang gusto nila tahiin yun mga bunganga namin eh..hahas. sira ulo na kami. sa palagay ko na high kami sa mga kinain namin kaya naging ganun kami hahas..baliw. hahas…

oo nga pala at di pa ako na tutulog tong araw. parang 3 hours nga lang tulog ko eh . sandali. dalawang oras lang pala tulog ko. baka yun ang dahillan bakit baliw ako. haha

at yun after that. umuwi na kami lahat. at ako pag uwi ko sa bahay tulog na agad. drop na ako sa kama ko. parang patay. hahas. sige alis na ako bye mga baboy.! hahas

GO MARKO!

well ito ang pinaka una na blog ko na gagamitin ko na halos tagalog lang at konting english. dahil prinapractice ko yun tagalog ko. dahil mahina ako sa tagalog. galing abroad eh….hahhas…. sige na